Thursday, January 28, 2010

Cancer is a Scarey Word

I was diagnosed with breast cancer in December; something I never thought I would hear. I have always been so healthy my whole life. I eat right, exercise, don't drink or smoke, am happy, and have a great support system. My mind has been going over everything I eat, put on my skin, or use around the house that could be the cause of this. But until someone discovers the cause of cancer, we can only do what we think is best for our bodies.

So my journey has begun.

I have had several tests, scans, and doctor appointments. I have changed my mind several times about how I wanted to proceed. And now I have had two surgeries. The first one was to biopsy my lymph nodes, and implant a chemotherapy port. The second one was to do a right breast mastectomy. I am feeling good about my decisions. I go to an Oncologist next week to find out when I will start chemotherapy. I should find out by next week if I will need radiation therapy.

After I am healed and done with chemo, I will decide if I want to have more surgery to begin reconstruction.

Life is always full of surprises.

I am so appreciative of all the love and support I have received from family and friends. It has helped more than they know.

I am so grateful for the love of the Lord in my life. My faith has kept me strong through all of this.

I am thankful for so many wonderful blessings in my life. Keeping a positive attitude is an important key to healing.

I know there are others in this world struggling with much worse trials in their lives, and I pray for them daily.